Thursday, December 02, 2004

thin threads

do you ever feel like every where you turn, there is just one more thing waiting for your attention?? Its like being at school the week before finals, knowing that the axe is hanging over your head and that you should be doing something about it (rather quickly) but there are just too many other minor emergencies to deal with. For me, this feeling of desparation also comes with a complete emotional set of apathy. I panic about it, but don't do anything and just hope it goes away. Of course it doesn't and i start to feel like a little kid who really needs my mom. Its funny : i understand this perpetual cycle, but feel like i'm too spun out to do anything about it. maybe i just need to go to bed.

In the words of the esteemed douglas adams: "'This must be thursday,' said arthur to himself, sinking low over his beer, 'i never could get the hang of Thursdays." (HHGTHG)

later,
ct

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