Monday, July 21, 2008

It ends tonight.



Your subtleties
They strangle me
I can't explain myself at all.
And all the wants
And all the needs
All I don't want to need at all.

The walls start breathing
My mind's unweaving
Maybe it's best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted
On this evening
I give the final blow.

When darkness turns to light,
It ends tonight
It ends tonight.

A falling star
Least I fall alone.
I can't explain what you can't explain.
You're finding things that you didn't know
I look at you with such disdain

The walls start breathing
My mind's unweaving
Maybe it's best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted
On this evening
I give the final blow.

When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Just a little insight won't make this right
It's too late to fight
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.

Now I'm on my own side
It's better than being on your side
It's my fault when you're blind
It's better that I see it through your eyes

All these thoughts locked inside
Now you're the first to know

When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Just a little insight won't make this right
It's too late to fight
It ends tonight,
It ends

When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Just a little insight won't make this right
It's too late to fight
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.

Tonight
Insight
When darkness turns to light,
It ends tonight.

- "it ends tonight" The All-American Rejects

Friday, June 06, 2008

Wow, life is crazy and circular. Here I am almost 1 year after my last post, and my life is ironically the same! The post below, entitled "WeaknessRus" is right where i am all over again. I have to say though, as much as life seems to be where i left you last, it has been a great year, and i have no regrets. I guess i should say that i am here in the same spot emotionally, but in the mean time, i have become a grown up!

This is my year in review:
1. graduated from Education with a distinction!
2. worked for the City in playgrounds
3. went to Rochelle and Ander's wedding
4. moved in with Leah
5. Got back together with Indy
6. Subbed for 3 days in a k-6 classroom
7. Subbed the next 8 months in a 7-12 classroom (talk about shift in tactics!)
8. moved to Eston
9. moved out of Leah's house and back in with parents
10. Bribed AJ to come join me in Eston
11. Signed a permanant contract for elementary school for 2008-09
12. Bought a house!
13. Broke up with Indy
14. Hired to work for the City again for the summer

So, we'll see what exciting new things this year brings. Hopefully the posting will be a little more regular with my very own internet in my very own home :)